When You Love Someone

When you love someone
You'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain

You'll shoot the moon
Put out the sun
When you love someone
You'll deny the truth
Believe a lie

There'll be times that you believe you can really fly
But your lonely nights have just began
When you love someone

When you love someone
You feel it deep inside
And nothing else could ever change your mind

When you want someone
When you need someone
When you love someone

When you love someone
You'll sacrifice
You'd give it everything you got
And you won't think twice
You'll risk it all
No matter what may come

When you love someone
You'll shoot the moon
Put out the sun

When you love someone...

I love you Mohammad Syafiq Bin Sa'ad.

all this people

hello peoples!

im longing to blog about this... i've been out for the past few days with my sister to go look for her stuffs for graduation and all and we had some unplesant experiences here and there...

let me start with Customer Service...so we were out haunting for a ball dress for kak iqa right, so we drop by this somehow or rather "look exclusive" dress shop in Vivo (Don't know the name of the shop but i'll never ever step foot in that shop ever again) and what pisses me off to the core is that from the moment we step in the shop, ( & we hung around looking at their dresses for at least 10 mins) and til we step out, the bloody lady sitting at the counter didn't even bother to look up to even welcome or even say goodbye to her precious customer...Bloody hell! i curse that shop til the end... what kind of service is that.. i don't know how the hell they even make business..
and so yea, the other shitty service we got, was from a shop called "EUGU---??" (not sure of the weird name) in Marina Square, but oh yea, this is the shop kak iqa got her pretty dress... but whatever it is... im still mad at the irritating, racist shitty lady... from the start, she didn't really bother to layan us much... like as though we didn't have the money to pay... Whatever!... but the thing that freaking pissed me was the fact that the way she actually layan her own race people...
it was soo obviously UNFair!... she treat them with a huge smile and she picks out different type of dresses for them to choose and heels to see what the dress wld look like in heels...
But kak iqa had nothing of that service.... she serve us like she didn't want to and to see that infront of my own eyes, the racism...this is real world huh'... man, i really thought that this is something i should and want to blog about... about how customer service in singapore SUCK BIG TIME!!!!!!!!

1 more incident i wanna blog about which happen just today,,... A Bunch Of American Idiot guys!!!... Okay, What would u think or say when a foreigner asking, Where is the electronic Towers ?? a normal singaporean reaction would deffinitely be confuse with 1 eyebrow up... not that we don't understand ENglish but because there's no such thing as electronic towers in singapore..stupid bunch of american guys... ok, this is what happen right.. Kak iqa& me was in the MRT and this american guy came up all the way from the other side of cabin to ask this bunch of school boys that stupid question of his.. "where is the electronic towers?"... so obviously, the school boys looked puzzled.. and this guy speak to them loud, clear & Slowly like they're stupid, asking them weather they know how to speak english... and he pick out 1 of the boys ear piece when he said electronic... how Rude is that???? i mean i find that rude to the max... everyone in the train was looking and poor school boys trying to figure out where the electronic towers are..... Bloody Bunch Of American Idiot guys!!!

it's been soo long....

alrighty.... so i know i haven't been bloging now a days... been too lazy and buzy to blog.. i must make time for blogging now.. at least 1times per week... but soetimes i just don't know what i have to say... since my life is not that soo drama mama at the moment.. been too much of a boring person i think.... hmm......

oh well, so current news, i have sign up myself to Amore, fitness club/gym... so yea, something different.. so im payin $88 per month for this and i hope to see a different me in a few months time... im alone in this.. i haven't got a friend to join me... im all miss independent....haha'... tell u the truth im really scared inside... and i don't know if i would like it... so ow i have to make full use of the equipments & activities there kan... swimming pool... cool'.... but would it still be cool to do all that alone? not to have someone to share it with?? will i be able to do all that alone.. make new friends??? this is hell scary for me...... big step and im not too sure abt it... but kak iqa always say "there's always the first in everything u do..." so i shld not be scared! i shld not be scared! i shld not be scared! Think POSITIVE....

nway, i gtg now... update again soon... toodles people~

I hate it when we fight... tak suka gaduh-gaduh.... benci lahhh tersangat..... why lah? why ???
why must i be jealous? and why doesn't he understand that i hate it when she msg him? why must she msg him at the 1st place? 3-4 times a week? tak banyak sangat ke??? nak gossip pun tak payah off working hours pe?? why this & why that??? why??? why??? why???

tak suka tak suka tak suka......


I Hate being Jealous!!!

I was browsing through Erra's song today on youtube and i stumble to one of my most favourite song of her's and Yusri..

UCAPKANLAH...

Kadangkala aku rasa ingin luahkan segalanya
Rahsia yang tersimpan di dada sekian lama
Namun kelu terus membisu menatap wajahmu
Daku malu tapi tak mahu kehilanganmu
Ucapkanlah cinta
Ucapkan ku saja yang kau perlu setiap waktu
Sepanjang hayatmu
Ucapkan kau rindu
Daku yang kau mahu
Yang kau cari telah kau temui
Ku tidak tertahan lagi untuk mengaku ku cinta mu

Dan kadangkala kita hanya sedar keindahannya
Apabila ia sudah tiada di depan mata
Tidak rela kulepaskan satu-satunya insan
Yang berikan ku segala makna kehidupan

Andai daku kau terima lebih dari teman biasa
Daku kan setia tak kubenarkan kau berairmata
Andai kau terima cintaku
Daku kan belaikan tanganmu
Di penghujung waktu kau dan aku di dunia

This i Must Post..

okay, so have u heard that i trip and fell and sprain my right foot?!

shessh, sungguh memalukan... infront of god knows how many people lah kan..!
i fell right infront of tampines mrt station... it was crowded but sadly not 1 kind soul came to asked if everything was alright.... not that i was expecting it but i was imagining, what if i was all alone and no1 was there to give a hand.?... sheessh!

Heal my precious foot... Heal fast for raya....

Trying..........

heylos..... so recently, i've been feeling low... emotional, mentally, physically low..... tired of working... mentally shag.... been thinking too much... i don't know whats up with me nowadays... i think too much.. i think im a bad person... i've been selfish, egoistic, 2-face biatch.... im not in control of myself anymore and forgot how to do so. i follow my emotion too much that i think sometimes im a crazy daughther,sister, girlfriend & friend. i have not been myself and i worry i might just lose the people i love the most.

and so i called my sister (the bestest sister anyone cld have), i feel that she could understand me the most... and she did...the always and ever life saver and her advice cum motivation helped me pull thru the night.. i broke down and had the best cry after so long of frustration... im a whiner i know but hey' what the heck... i need a breather once awhile.. i need to ventilate... live my life and u'll know what i mean.

so im not perfect... no one is... why bother? i must start a new and be positive... always look on the bright sight and appreciate every lil thing and everyone in my life. im trying......................